My Story, Life After Life Force Energy Medicine
I was a depressed 45-year-old woman maybe going through my mid-life crisis, or maybe just a 45-year-old woman in crisis. For the first time in my life, I felt out of control, like my life was suddenly moving faster with more parts that needed fixing then I could fix in time. Anxiety and panic attacks along with crying spells became my day to day. I once considered myself a non-crier. I never cried until I started to cry. I was at a loss as to what was the reason for the onset of madness so I tried to manage it with anti-depressants, and medication to focus, then medication for anxiety and a few organic cigarettes and a glass of wine to chase it all away. After a bit, I realized that the one pill needed to become two, the focus medication and anti-anxiety medication needed doubling and the one cig became much more and a second glass of wine was a must to swallow it all. I was not getting better, I was becoming, something, and trying to push the voice of my soul, my feelings and my life’s intention back down. There was too much life to live to be interrupted with the nonsense happening within me.